Inside Nicole Kidman's first Christmas without Keith Urban

Nicole Kidman returned home to Australia for her first Christmas since splitting from husband Keith Urban.

The actress, 58, flew Down Under this week with daughters Sunday Rose, 17, and Faith Margaret, 14.

According to People, Kidman was more than happy to be back in Australia for the holiday season.

'This is all she wanted after a tumultuous fall,' a source told the publication.

'She just wanted to celebrate Christmas at home. She's very excited,' they added. 

The insider also said that Kidman is feeling 'very blessed' despite the end of her 20-year marriage.

'She's been super positive and focused on things that she's grateful for,' they said.

Earlier this week, the actress was spotted heading to a Christmas party in Sydney with her close friends, Australian journalists Jessica Rowe and Peter Overton. 

Kidman looked effortlessly elegant with her strawberry blonde hair styled in a soft, voluminous perm.

The following day, she was seen outside St Francis Xavier Catholic Church in Lavender Bay, dressed modestly in a plain, long black dress as she attended Christmas morning mass.

It follows reports that reality may be starting to sink in for Keith following his divorce from Nicole. 

The country star, who parted ways with his Hollywood star wife in September after 19 years of marriage, is allegedly 'wondering if he's made a huge mistake' following their split.

After recently performing private shows for members of Donald Trump's inner circle, the 58-year-old is reportedly feeling more isolated than ever.

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'He's got to pay the bills - and divorce lawyers don't come cheap,' a source told Woman's Day magazine of the couple's settlement.

Keith has forked out for the couple's daughter Sunday Rose and Faith Margaret's private school tuition and, according to the publication, needs to make a living in any way he can.

'It's a lonely existence for Keith right now - he's exhausted, isolated and looking at a future he never imagined,' the source added.

'He's also lost his best friend, Nicole, who was also his greatest supporter in life. He's wondering if he's made a huge mistake.'

Keith made headlines in November after he performed at an Australian billionaire's party at Mar-a-Lago.

The private gig, hosted by Anthony Pratt, was attended by Donald Trump, who received $10million from the Visy executive chairman for his election campaign.

Nicole and Keith's breakup shocked fans earlier this year - and the Oscar-winning actress had reportedly been dreading the public's response for months prior.

'She's been stressed because she knew the separation would eventually become public and she was dreading it,' a source told People in early October.

'But she's surprisingly level-headed now that it's out, she's just focused on what's ahead and her girls,' the insider said of the couple's daughters Sunday and Faith.

The actress and musician's separation was confirmed by Daily Mail on September 29, and Nicole filed for divorce on September 30, citing irreconcilable differences.

Their marriage began to fall apart at the beginning of summer 2025. The split was reportedly a long-term development, stemming from months of quiet separation and diverging paths due to work commitments, according to Daily Mail sources.

Nicole has requested to be the primary residential parent in the custody arrangement.